What's wrong with me?

I have to write in here again before I start loosing my mind. I have no idea what has happened, but since around the first of july, I have been feeling different than normal.
It started out with my temper growing. All the sudden I felt like blowing up over the smallest things. It almost made me lose my temper at work. Then around ten days later it seemed that my world lost all its color. I started to feel blue and i've been easy to tears. I don't know what to do. I'm in pain, and I think it's in serious danger of affecting my relationship with Jesper.
I most of all feel the need to create a safe cocoon or nest where I can recooperate and be lost for a while. Only problem is that half my heart belongs to Jesper, and when I feel this hurt, I can't find peace in my safe heaven without him. I'd wish he'd dedicate some days to nursing me back to health.

I have to work each day, but I'm afraid that my mood is the result of being back in that line of work. It's very draining on your psyché, but i'm trying to be very aware of my own symptoms.


Maria ^

I'll write more soon, cuz I need to plan for some sort of strategy, and explore what is really behind this sudden mood change.