Okey i'll admit that i'm drunk right now, when i'm writing this message ;)
I had the weardest drean kast night. I've been thinking about it all day. It just seemed so real.
I dreamed that Jesper was home wissiting me. He was really falling in with my parrents, but all the sudden lars came so i had to hide him. The whole dream actuatly rewalwed around trying to hide him from lars. What does this mean? that i miss him, since he never writes to me any more? that i feel guilty? i don't know. All i know is that it is all i've been thinking about today, and it's the last thing on my mind as i go to sleep, all drunk and misserable. Strupid me!