honey..

hony i'm sorry, i know this makes no sence to you, but i'm at the point where I wanna live the rest of my life with you. I've never in my life felt this way, and I can see our future togehter. having a home and cooking you dinner. having children, but there is this problem where you don't see my dog fitting in anywhere.. i know to you it must see trivial with a dog, but i love her, and she is so big a part of me. I'll give up so much of me for you, but i can't give up her. I got her after the abotion, as a way of making it up to me and "god" or the child i never had, and she's loved me unconditionally.. all i ask is that you'll give up that fear of living with her.. there is no presure on the future, but i gotta know you'll do that one thing for me.. all i ask

love you

~maria